Saturday, August 16, 2008

Break My Fucking Heart

I never thought I would further learn the lesson that you can rely on no one in this world but yourself through my closest friend:


Jaime: Hello sweet sister.
Molly: Go away.
Jaime: Why?
Molly: I don't love you any more.
Jaime: Ha, whys that?
Molly: You bore me.
Jaime: *Sneers*
Jaime: I think her grace has had enough to drink this eve..
Jaime: *Raises an eyebrow*
Jaime: What have I done wrong.
Molly: I've outgrown you.
Jaime: Huh?
Molly: You don't turn me on any more.
Jaime: You've outgrown a friend? Thats fucking cold.
Jaime: I don't try to.
Jaime: I enjoy your company, as one of my closest friends.
Jaime: You can't be serious.
Molly: I might just be.
Jaime: Molly.. you know me, I don't deal well with people betraying, abandoning, being cruel, to me, I may dish it, but I'm not one to take it..
Molly: I've put up with you for a long time.
Jaime: What the fuck did I do!
Jaime: Put up with..
Jaime: We are friends!
Jaime: Good ones, I thought.
Jaime: You even blog about me
Jaime: and watch my favorite media
Jaime: and let me vent
Jaime: and share all your day to day activities
Jaime: and I listen.
Jaime: Why are you doing this?
Molly: Yes but you aren't going anywhere.
Jaime: Molly..
Jaime: Why do I have to go somewhere right fucking now..
Jaime: We're friends.
Jaime: You don't seem to realize it.
Molly: You don't act in ways I would call friendship
Molly: or if you do
Jaime: How so?
Molly: You have no sense of what is good or kind.
Jaime: :(
Jaime: You know this will wreak me for awhile..
Jaime: I hope you know that
Jaime: before you discard my friendship sweet sister.
Jaime: How can you sit there and be so cold.. so heartless
Jaime: so fucking selfish :(
Molly: I would have said the same of you numerous times.
Jaime: but you know me..
Jaime: You're the only person I can be 100% honest with
Jaime: I tell you everything..
Jaime: What have I done to upset you?
Molly: Jaime you've always upset me.
Molly: That's the problem.
Jaime: Break my fucking heart you bitch.
Jaime: bye.

I don't know if I can ever forgive you for abandoning me when I've been a true friend to you all this time. I guess that all depends on what you say to me when next we speak. I apologize for having made you think so little of me, If you take the hand that is offered to you, I will try to be more considerate and kind.